How do I get my old self back after depression? I used to be a passionate scholar, go to the gym everyday, and be hopeful of the future. However in the past two months I have undergone and overcome panic attacks, insomnia, suicidal thoughts, poor appetite, and feel I have lost that part of myself. Can it come back? How can I recover my old self? Passion is a sense of fire - comes with love vibes. I recommend you to ask yourself the next: What are the things I most like? What is interesting me? What’s attracts me? It seems to be simple question to read - but not very much to answer. Working for years with people makes these mentioned questions to be the most critical before a change occurs. My method of “Tantra & Kabbalah” also is showing that the passion you must to relate into your nature - but there is not nature more than sexual instincts. Would you consider yourself sexual person (high / good libido) - I mean, craving having an ...