There are so many men in closet that are married with children than are keep struggling between cheating with a guy when persisting love their wife. My email explodes every day with such same stories from all over the world. here is one for example: Osher, I've watched every one of your youtube videos and I am seeking you out, because I've learned through self-observation that sexual energy, is not always intended to end with an ejaculatory orgasm. I am happily married with four beautiful children. In my late teen years and early twenties I was a singer in NYC, lived the party life, abused sex from the age of 12-23 finding satisfaction in experiences with both women and men. I had a spontaneous spiritual awakening one night at four in the morning at the age of twenty-three and I have never been the same. I have had spiritual experiences, that I can remember since the age of four, but I never thought anything about them. I just knew ...